New Job

Today I started a new temp job that will hopefully be more than temporary. I am working for a cosmetic surgeon assisting in his office. It was an ok first day. The ladies in the office are friendly and easy to get along with it was just a little overwhelming. I kind of just threw myself into the mix and I am happy to say that I was able to stay afloat. I will be really happy when I can find a place where I can grow and develope a true career. These last few years have been really difficult for me. I look around and sometimes feel like life is passing me by. I know it has a lot to do with the fact that I really haven't found my way. I know the grass always looks greener on the other side but I do want to have a "normal" life. I wish I didn't get tired so easily but it is a reality I have to deal with. Don't get me wrong, its nice to have a flexible lifestyle. I love being able to go on vacation anytime I want. That is actually my favorite part about my life. Who doesn't love to travel. I just need something more. I will not be giving any details of exactly where and who I will be working for because its honestly not safe. I wish I could endorse this doctor and go all out but every time I log onto my computer I see another guy who has stalked down a woman and killed her so, call me crazy but I value my safety.